okay..
maybe i shall just become neutral..
really dun feel happy these few days.
rather down..
and sickly!


later gg to sylvia's hse!
to do notice board and stuff!






for sat de cell..
it kept me thinking..
trials and temptation..
i guess im under a BIG trial.
and perhaps..
i think im gonna deal it..
but sometimes.
=/

i still dislike my dad's attitude.
towards family..
=/

and he doesn't allow me to tell many people about my family problems..
i nd a way out!
ahh!
owing so much credit.
selling hse.
dunno where to stay..
so wads my future?




and tdy's service was quite fun.
for a few times im starting to listen and love services!
but yea.

sometimes i still dun feel like going to church..
but much better le.
i dunno?
=/
haiz.


hope for a better day everyday!

and tdy's meeting.
i dun think its a good one..
had quite a few DEBATES..
and i was rather tired bout it..
and HE is like..
grrr!
i just dun like the way he does!
whats wrong with him man!
i dun like his attitude..
causes wei sheng nt to come for cell group..
=/
i better start to concern him!
his really looking down!.
cheer up!

anyways..
chatted with ling li just now..
about blogs! haha! shant talk about it too much..
hehe!XD
its rather funny!
sometimes im still abit scared of her?
dunno why too!
haha!


alright..shall end here!
though im not slping..

oh..
and janet told be..
this is wad shakespear says: to be or not to be.


i feel like telling her..
i do not want to be!
but i cant just let my squad down..
so i will do it..
but for the sake of God.