tdy!
its really boring~!
okay..
at first yst nite i told my teacher to change the piano lesson from 7.30am to like afternoon..
but she fell aslp very early!
so she came and i just woke up or smth!
grr.
my mum is displeased! =/
oh well.
got up and gosh,.
i lost my voice!
for the day!
not really the whole day.
for hours i guess.
at least now i have the voice to talk yeapp!
but not very good!


HAPPY THAT my nose is healing!
the bleeding is not really flowing out much!
happy : DDD
and then yeap!
today was boring!

later went to sch and then to have drill!
to teach..
saw janet and i was REALLY stress..
dorothy was here at a later part..
equally stress.
cuz.. =/
and anyways.
yeap
finished teaching drill..
apparently..
got tired of it!

then lunched out with karyan vivian eunice and dorothy..
din really want to talk to them much..
esp..
=/


yeap..
haha..
so went home and yeap!
i found myself falling aslp the moment i sat at my bed!
so din move until someone called me!
mum i guess!
then after listening, went back to my beauty slp..
second hour dad came home!
great thing i kept my laptop at the tenant's room!
phew!
then after that..
around 4+ went to dine with dad and mum!
and was apparently..
bored.
but the food was nice.
din communicate since dad's mood wasnt right.
then yeap.
heard parents talking bad bout church =/
perhaps sometimes i dun really like the feeling of badmouthing true grace.
but..
hais.

then came home..
and wanted to slp again! ( pig me! )
but then i decided to do something else before my dad leaves and i can use my laptop again!
so yeap.
did something!
shall reveal once im done with it!
then yeap..
still din get to watch tv.. =(
hmm..


and tmr i no nd to go sch!
so a down trip to my mum's sch to talk and play with kids!



sometimes i still feel weird in church..
perhaps..
i may sometimes feel that im getting furthur apart! =/

and im really scared of janet and dorothy..
cuz the way they treat me..
they would only nd my help in other ways..
still feel the stress when i see them..
she just wont wanna believe me.
esp when i see her tdy..
her accent.
is totally different from talking to others..
whats her problem!
are you happy to see me in a state that im useless!
or you are worry that i will just bring the squad down!
don't trust me lahs!
fine!
you will be sure happy when im not in the position anymore!
and you will be of course happily blaming me that..
ya!
how come you teach them wrong things!
as a squad leader you must set a good example!
hate this.