<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/38530540?origin\x3dhttp://thehappen-ningmemories.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
YSaturday, July 19, 2008' 12:07 AM

i dont know why.
it seems that im always the one hurting people.
i just dont know why.
why am i like that.

sry mum for making you angry.
cuz i was down.

sry___ for making you angry.
cuz i was promoted.

sry___ for making you angry too.
cuz i was busy.


i just dont know why.
why am i always like this.

it took me alot of time to build up my confidence.
but it just doesnt seem right.
everytime i want to be strong.
things just shoot me down.

wanted to trust people at home.
it seemed they all are just busy.
and our age gap differs alot.
so no point telling you my personal stuff.

up till now i still cant get to talk to you.
and still we still dont talk.

i just cant take this all at one shot.
its difficult to handle it one by one.
there are many things that are still uncleared.
and i really dont know what to do.


friends.
cant seem to trust many.
friendships i gained break.
i dont know why.
the more they are closer.
the more i hurt them more.

i really need a shoulder to cry on now.

im really sorry everyone.
sorry.
im just useless. im just an irritant.

and i really dont want to go church tmr.


Low Qian Ning Desiree
Penguin
17th June 1993
USA,Chicago
16
Presbyterian High School
4 Intergrity 09
True Grace Presbyterian
Philadelphia
i'm loving music :D
i'm loving cycling too :D




Wish Upon a StarY

change IC.
drum-sticks.
ngee anb poly.
ice skating.
korea.
learn drums.
learn guitar.
learn violin.
learn flute.
learn cello.
duet with anyone.
night cycling again.
 pass grade 5 ABRSM theroy.
 pass grade 8 ABRSM practical.
rollerblading.
study table lamp.
 step down.
 zoo.
k-box.
 good results for O level.
sentosa.
secret wish.

*last update on 100909




Currently Tuning Into:Y


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com






BackwardsY

December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
March 2009
May 2009
July 2009
August 2009
December 2009

ApplauseY

Do not remove the credits:D

Designer : unlovedd%-
Base Codes : %PURPLE.candy-
Picture : Glitter-Graphics
Background found from : Blogskins