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YSaturday, July 05, 2008' 8:47 PM

tdy was normal i guess xD.
had gb in the morning.
got my stage 2 and my service badge.
then had healthy attitude 2 .
then drilled.
then devotion.
then ended with a fall out xD
To:__
really feel that im useless. i cant even cheer you up. useless.
but cheer up __ . i will be your listening ears always yea. i could tell that you were not in the happy mood tdy. but neither do i. so smile. =)
then went to chapel and change
then went to find anqi in mrt station.
and sort of got pranked xP
and i felt utterly stupid and blur!
so yeap. went to find notebooks xD
with lingli anqi and sylvia!

but wasnt really in the mood.

To:__
sometimes i really get annoyed by your actions to me. i need the certain respect. i know though....... but then can you give me a least respect or dignity. you cant really just hit me whenever you like. im really irritated by you. and im really hurt when the way you answer me during.. and as well as other days. i know i didnt go for the prayer meeting in the morning. but im really sick. but the trust that you put in me was never trustable. and i cant trust you. because you broke it long time ago. why must you be so cold to me. your every actions that you did to me hurts.
after that went to cell xD
talked bout i have a dream.
then my group decided to learn street dancing?!
well. hopefully it turns well.
then garvin gave us youth day present!
thank keews!xD
To:__
i feel that you bunch really dislike me. even more hurting. hate. i know that your blog wrote that i may backstab .. but i didnt. its really hurtful when i saw it. it completely broke my little trust for __. and its still that i really wanted to be friends with __ again. but it seemed impossible. because of OBS. which really gave me a bad memory. i wished i didnt go. and i really regretted. but what if __ tell me not to follow seniors. cuz __ say they bias or i prawl on them .. then if i follow juniors __ say that i am showing off. then if i go talk to guys. __ say that i flirt. then who can i be with in sch? myself? alone? is this what you want?
ltr on went for choir!
and it was quite. dunno?
ok bahs.
sang songs and played the piano!.

To:__
im really sorry for the accident that happened very long ago. but i know __ still hate me. even tell it infront of the class. im really sorry. but i didnt want to do it. i just wanted to help. i just hope that you will talk to me again. im sorry. forgive me.

then after that stayed to see the offering band? i dunno how to say.
haha.
cuz gong zhan was alone yeap.
so accompanied.
then after that saw the pro pro pianist!
decided to ask her to teach me piano.
but its rather expensive.
but well.
see how first!

then played basketball with the guys. and lingli too xD
then homed.

facing the realities. running back to the past.
i think im just being and irritant. i should be quiet.


Low Qian Ning Desiree
Penguin
17th June 1993
USA,Chicago
16
Presbyterian High School
4 Intergrity 09
True Grace Presbyterian
Philadelphia
i'm loving music :D
i'm loving cycling too :D




Wish Upon a StarY

change IC.
drum-sticks.
ngee anb poly.
ice skating.
korea.
learn drums.
learn guitar.
learn violin.
learn flute.
learn cello.
duet with anyone.
night cycling again.
pass grade 5 ABRSM theroy.
pass grade 8 ABRSM practical.
rollerblading.
study table lamp.
step down.
zoo.
k-box.
good results for O level.
sentosa.
secret wish.

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