totally stressed.

dunno whether i could cope.
many stresses bout GB esp.
church is also starting to give me stress.
i cant really take to go for the prayer meeting everyday.
esp when Thomas is ard.
i dont feel right.
i dont feel safe.
i just. cant say the things that im really stress about.
cuz i really dont like to tell to people that im not close to.
its just that.
i dont wanna share my personal stuff to people that im not close.
thats all.


stressed bout POP.
cuz i think i can see some people giving me stinking attitude.
which it really discourages me.
esp___
i really dont know if __ hates me now.
it seems as though___ hates me.
could this be a misunderstanding again?
haiz.
i really dont know.



POP is ard the corner.
yet i just feel like breaking down.
Keyman's gotta roll my head off before hers even roll.
and i can CONFIRM.
tmr's strength WILL NOT be full strength.
haiz.
God. pls help me.
i really need your help.
to motivate me to study. to do well.


everything in my life is sort of screwed.
i know God is giving me a trial? or a temptation?
its more of a trial.


piano is also screwed.
i cant really find the time to practice.

i still need a shoulder to cry on. =/

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