thinking of the SBS makes me reflect my own life.
do i take friends for granted?
or i cherish them?

sometimes being in a clique doesnt help, but makes things worser.
but sometimes not being in a group makes one lonely.

CONTRADICTIONS Dx.

well.
come to think of it.
that incident past for some time.
yet you still give the same old attitude.
is it because of me you dont want to go to church.
is it because of me you always hate church and never come again.
do you think that i see your face in school makes me feel better?
i just dont know why.
but why are we like always in the same group.
its really WTH.
art today also same group.
then you like very BU SHUANG can.
i really dont know how to talk to you.
then you give those like dont want me to be in that group.
its not my choice whether you want to be or not.
always give me those stinking attitude.
sometimes i think i had enough of you.
you make me SICK.
you make me not wanting to go to school for that period of time.
you make me feel that as though im so HATEFUL infront of classmates.
they bu shuang me is BECAUSE YOU TELL THEM IDIOT STORIES.
i had enough already.
stop doing that to me will you.
i just dont want to argue with anyone.
seriously.
i dont mind getting out of choir.
then you go in lah.
play the piano lah.
i dont want to bother anymore.
i rather sing.
or i rather QUIT.
if thats what you want.
just.
STOP YOU STINKING ATTITUDE.

it doesnt change me or you any better.
it just make things worse.