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YSaturday, October 11, 2008' 11:10 PM

homed after eating with bear bear and shu ling :D
had a great chat with them.
talked bout some church stuff and then surgeries etcetc. xP

cousin is staying at my house again.
rather surprised.
oh well.

my faith had been set back again. i really dont know. my faith for God seemed to be very little again. i've been thinking of whether to change church. family members kept on saying and saying, which i often dislike. i don't know. seemed that people like dont come for cell group is because of me. dont come for choir also me. i don't know. but i think i want to quit. i think i want to leave, because i find no point to stay on. sometimes i felt really left out, except sylvia and ___. but then, i really dont know. i really dont know. i shouldnt just leave church because of friends. but i have this stress when i come to church. most of the time. im really not sure. i mean. i sometimes just dont fit in there. but my faith for God. i really dont know. not sure. O Lord, please strengthen me. shuling was like telling me that dont leave the church because of the friends there. and i dont know. im begining to feel exactly what janet feels. please help me.

o Lord. i pray that i will be able to be more mature to think, to understand, so as i could make know how to make good decisions. amen.


Low Qian Ning Desiree
Penguin
17th June 1993
USA,Chicago
16
Presbyterian High School
4 Intergrity 09
True Grace Presbyterian
Philadelphia
i'm loving music :D
i'm loving cycling too :D




Wish Upon a StarY

change IC.
drum-sticks.
ngee anb poly.
ice skating.
korea.
learn drums.
learn guitar.
learn violin.
learn flute.
learn cello.
duet with anyone.
night cycling again.
pass grade 5 ABRSM theroy.
pass grade 8 ABRSM practical.
rollerblading.
study table lamp.
step down.
zoo.
k-box.
good results for O level.
sentosa.
secret wish.

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