congrats to all ppl who completed their O lvls : D

hmmm,
was watching videos of young kids singing.
and i suddenly came across to a kid by the name of judson.
his really cute : D
and his only 2 years old that time : D awww.
but then, he had this krabby disease.
which means that at start, he starts to fall down frequent, and then slowly lose his ability to walk. after that, he cant walk. and slowly his vision will become more and more blind each day, and follow by not being able to swallow food properly, going deaf, and even lose his control of his limbs and his ability of speech . and he died at the end. really a sad case.

but he made me reflect on life.
he even read about a story in the bible.
its from Job.
and i got to see alot of things from him.
and its very touching.
but it was sad that he died so slowly.
but i think God has his purpose on sending him down, so as people will come to realise and will be able to reflect on their own life. like how blessed we are .
after watching it, i felt really moody.
kinda.

and i think of my life.
its not that bad.
though we are really facing a very big financial crisis.
but yet im still alive to be able to praise God.
to beable to go to church, to be able to have a normal human function.
and i thank God that i was born into this family.
to beable to know you since when i was young.
to beable to worship and do ministry in church.
thank you Lord for putting me into PHS.
if not i will not beable to be in True Grace and to get to know alot of people.
i thank God for this chance .

time check now is 1:18am.
im not sleepy.
i still wanna be awake.
cant fall asleep.
>.<


its over.