morning went for GB.
kinda boring.
cuz we need to REDO everything we had done D :
cut short this part.

went lunching with miss ng, roanna and soo cheen.
chatted abit.
was funny : D

after that was cell group : D
when gong zhan came he told me : eh, my sis brought a friend.
i : oh, ang sian is it ?
gong zhan: how you know?
i : its obvious : DD
yeap : D
ang sian came .

and its quite funny when she gave me THE face !
i understand immediately : D
hahahahha.
funny..
had pot luck and after that went for choir.
was kinda boring.
cuz we just repeat and repeat the song again and again..

dao shi meeting after that.
was playing dai di in the car : D
tgt with anqi and michelle dao shi.
very fun!
and its funny as we were not letting the other dao shis in the van know we were playing : D
and i didnt win at all.
nvr once..
the last game was so funny!
cuz we reached.
and we felt super nervous. ( not letting the other dao shis know. )

had BBQ at mayu dao shi's hse.
im really gonna miss her..
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG PING DAO SHI : DD
didnt know its her birthday : D
later homed.
thanks michelle dao shi sending me home : )

yeapyeap.
tmr's gonna be another day.
having a headache.

my heart doesn't feel right at all.
have this upset feeling.
i dunno why, but this upset feeling is kinda killing me.
i dont know why, but sometimes _ seems to hate me.
but i also dont know how to react.
its still complicating.
like _ and _ i dont know how to face them.
its difficult.
God is really setting problems in me so i can be able to face it?
but i dont know.
this kind of things also made me feel as though i will lose the friendship i have gone.
and may even become enemies.
i dont know.
its just complicating.
i cant hold it much longer.